I don't get it

I don't know if it's a pile of situations that I'm dealing with, stress, or if it's part of the cycle of my like. But I just feel like crying.

There's really no good way to explain what's going on. I'm getting lost in my thoughts more and more. I'm retreating to the shelter of a dark, quiet corner in my mind. The world in front of my face feels ten miles away.

My Aunt died. And every single time I think about it... I have to stop myself.

I haven't been enjoying my days lately either. I have a new bunch of kids and I'm not my normal peppy self. But they wouldn't notice since the new semester just started.

I didn't fully enjoy my dance class last night either.

And work... I've got a new class schedule and I feel so rushed. It's very strange.

To top it all off, I'm down on myself too. Hating myself right now. Don't know why. I don't know what the deal is. I'm just not in the best of moods. I hate getting to these funks. Nothing happens to set me off on these things. It just happens.